Sometimes i pretend there's nothing happen, sometimes pretend that I'm so happy but actually not that so. Pretend to be good, but I know I'm no good at all, this is just me. I want to be myself, not anyone that I admire or something. Today I realise that my life were crowd pack of sad, happy, stress, frustrated, admire and everything. I went to shopping for my shawl then I saw a iPhone, ipad, blueberry all the up $. I'm not interested at all, seriously, believe it. First time in my life, I thought so if my dad buy me that things what can I do for him? I mean to repay. Yes, totally my success. I'll try to do that but do I need that such things at my age? I'm just 15. Not even enough 15 and that so obvious. I'm not the one who love to show off. My money is actually my parents money, not mine. My hand phone, not mine. Parents wealth. I'm about someday when I grow up, I'll have my own wealth. My own hand phone, my own everything, not now. So, I can buy anything I want to. Limited ways for my shopping, clothes, accessories. I'm not proud what i've now. Just nod peeps.
